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Saturday, January 31, 2004
what a joke... i got ACS... what am i doing... man... anyway today had a marathon pdp session 3 hours in all till 2 pm... so much blood so much pain... i can't describe the agony of the old man's face... makes me feel morbid and sad... sigh... met a patient who is only 39 and her kidney's failed cos of diabetes 9 years ago... must make one wonder what did she do to get diabetes at such a young age and somemore she is only going to live for 1 more year and has 2 teenage sons to take care of... most probably they will end up as delinquents or bums... the family is on the verge of disintegration... Diabetes is a scary disease.. i shall not touch carbohydrates for the next few days... i don want insulin receptor insensitivity... i have diabetic history... sigh... what a nice buffet dinner... i just love my baby cousin.. he is only 2 and he is so adorable... just love carrying him around and squishing him... so fun so bright and so cute... i love him... he is just simply adorable... the apple of my eye... anyway i forgot to bring my git notes to school today.. seems fate has arranged for this day to be wasted answering other people's questions... not that all were irritating but some were plainly ridiculous... i mean if i am having a conversation with somebody else about anything but work can you not cut in and argue physiology... i am not the book so if you dunno go ask another book or the prof not me... Do not forget i am Carzy... idiot of Eternity...being of inferiority... a malignant abnormality... i resign to my fate of endless poverty
Friday, January 30, 2004
where now the afternoon runner, where are the legs that were moving?
where are the fbt shorts and the tanned skin glowing?
where is the white skin and the high pony tail bobbing?
where are those eyes so cute when crying
they have passed like rain on the mountain like a wind in the meadow
the chio have gone down to the west and behind them we fall into the shadow
who shall remember and wait yearning, and behold the glory of the chio from the west returning
as you can see this ain't abt one person to know who i'm talking abt you're either one of the scum, or a friend of one... sigh as the light of the valar departs what strength remains to withstand the orcs of mordor that torment us...who will distract us from the fury of the cave troll skipping or the terror of the sleeveless appearing...
cheerio.. i hope i pass my ca apologies to mr tolkien
where are the fbt shorts and the tanned skin glowing?
where is the white skin and the high pony tail bobbing?
where are those eyes so cute when crying
they have passed like rain on the mountain like a wind in the meadow
the chio have gone down to the west and behind them we fall into the shadow
who shall remember and wait yearning, and behold the glory of the chio from the west returning
as you can see this ain't abt one person to know who i'm talking abt you're either one of the scum, or a friend of one... sigh as the light of the valar departs what strength remains to withstand the orcs of mordor that torment us...who will distract us from the fury of the cave troll skipping or the terror of the sleeveless appearing...
cheerio.. i hope i pass my ca apologies to mr tolkien
Thursday, January 29, 2004
i hear the sleeveless one got slammed in the face... thats what friends are for... can we remain inane... i don really care about LGU's actions and the consequences cos we lead our own lives and he leads his... it may make good gossip but its dangerous fodder to be posted online... anyway... i think Feb 14 is in time for a certain 2 and S/S must be cursing his luck that somebody else got the one he tried for... that guy didn't need much effort though... so that's y i champion the soft approach... sometimes less is more... trying too hard is pointless sometimes as in chinese martial arts its often known that rou2 ke4 gang1... gang1 ke4 rou2...
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
today was an extremely boring day... spent the whole day in school trying to finish GIT and ended up only 1/4 finished... pbl was so xian... had to hurry my group to finish everything asap... for once i didn't attend an MRS lecture today... maybe i have lost all energy for my research in light of the failure of the MBBS-PHD to come to fruition... to think i spent most of the time for lunch photocopying... checking my NUS email revealed an extremely irritating insight... my Urop prof actually asked me if i was intending to come to the lab... I thought my stint w her was over already... fuming mad... now my afternoons will be gone... what's the point of UROP now?
Sunday, January 25, 2004
today... my juniors having militaristic problems.... spent quite a while solving dem... hope they get into med next year... had a fun filled 3 hours of violent rage... after that toned it down with rather crazy shopping... i cannot shop alone... can't decide waht i should buy or what fits me... always need a second opinion... i realise that i have very little needs now... should just recycle what i have... should hav enough combinations sigh... was scolded by aunt today... she always manages to knock a lot of sense in a few words... i just sux... no question
Friday, January 23, 2004
I celebrated my enlistment aniversary on Dec 11... exeactly 14 days before Christmas... it was a long long time ago... i must agree... the year that past has been tumultous... had so many ups and downs... sigh... its a long long road... that we tread now... i feel old... youth was a long time ago... i love peter pan... if only i could never grow up... if only that was possible... sigh.... its a long long road... i must admit this... i did like the army... never enough to sign on but enough to realise the good it did for me... i just don like the idea of conscription
Don't get blood splatters on you when you shoot
your victim. Your methods are a bit uncouth but
your finesse and sense of style is impeccable.
With a bit of guidance you could live among us
in the world of vampires.
How would you Murder?
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Been feeling kinda nostalgic today.. must be the rain falling outside.
Exactly one year ago was my NS enlistment day... 23rd jan. Seems like it was just a while ago that we exchanged our pink ICs for the SAF 11b. Thinking back, BMT was really quite interesting. Learning how to strip and fire an M-16, tossing grenades, bayonet fighting... it was really an eye opener. SISPEC of course is another story.. Looking back, 2003 was probably the most eventful year of my life so far. BMT, A level results, SISPEC, getting into medicine, disruption. etc. Looking ahead, i see most of 2004 spent in the library trying to catch up with the rest of the class. But im not complaining.. anything beats wearing green fatigues and camo.
Exactly one year ago was my NS enlistment day... 23rd jan. Seems like it was just a while ago that we exchanged our pink ICs for the SAF 11b. Thinking back, BMT was really quite interesting. Learning how to strip and fire an M-16, tossing grenades, bayonet fighting... it was really an eye opener. SISPEC of course is another story.. Looking back, 2003 was probably the most eventful year of my life so far. BMT, A level results, SISPEC, getting into medicine, disruption. etc. Looking ahead, i see most of 2004 spent in the library trying to catch up with the rest of the class. But im not complaining.. anything beats wearing green fatigues and camo.
Thursday, January 22, 2004
haha... i hav never enjoyed CNY but today i did... i slept through the most of the whole Chu 1... just did the usual greetings and the AP collection then collapse back onto the bed and slept... what an impact it must have... Med school driving students so hard that they have no time to sleep... Exhausted Med students find relief in extended CNY break... haha... no mahjong or gambling or me today... too tired... lately i have felt impossible to maintain my energy level... it usually leaves me collapsing at home on the bed in total surrender to the urges of sleep and tiredness... maybe my intake is lacking? i believe that my age is catching up with me...
Ya... i agree i hav lost interest in APs... haven't looked in them yet... no intention of doing so... guess what... my mom is going to spend my birthday present for me... i haven't spent my metro voucher yet... dunno what to get w $50 since everything there is so expensive... only thing i like is a shirt which goes at 72... too much for my poor wallet to handle... Guess what... somebody told me to get attached and he is not related to me by blood... bloody knows y he mentioned it? anyway don blame him... its the time for love... biological clocks are ticking... even teachers are asking... i tread the straight path slowly but surely for there can only be one that i will love dearly... never mind save the wistfulness for another time... american idol 3 is so true... sometimes talent rules the day... with a little bit of luck... its quite a justification for the life that i have gone through...
Ya... i agree i hav lost interest in APs... haven't looked in them yet... no intention of doing so... guess what... my mom is going to spend my birthday present for me... i haven't spent my metro voucher yet... dunno what to get w $50 since everything there is so expensive... only thing i like is a shirt which goes at 72... too much for my poor wallet to handle... Guess what... somebody told me to get attached and he is not related to me by blood... bloody knows y he mentioned it? anyway don blame him... its the time for love... biological clocks are ticking... even teachers are asking... i tread the straight path slowly but surely for there can only be one that i will love dearly... never mind save the wistfulness for another time... american idol 3 is so true... sometimes talent rules the day... with a little bit of luck... its quite a justification for the life that i have gone through...
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
Went back to rj today. quite funny how back then we tried to skip stuff like CNY celebrations and stuff... and now 2 years later we just seem to keep going back. lotsa ppl went back today.. mostly medfac ppl. ANYWAY, we (me, qy, joops, chok) saw this really cute j1 at ghim moh macs. but as usual being the spineless timid guys we are, we didnt do much bout it. (what else is new) Guess not everybody is as smooth as houston. Oh ya! we also met fann wong at Forum today. we couldnt stop gushing after that.
Don't think we'll be hearing from Chaos Engine for a while. He's back in m'sia and im not sure there are computers in that barbaric wasteland
Don't think we'll be hearing from Chaos Engine for a while. He's back in m'sia and im not sure there are computers in that barbaric wasteland
Glorified CNY... i never felt so bored on a Chinese New Year's eve... must have had too much fun in the days before... i declare that i am a free frag... Just Shoot Me... i am officially in festive depression... i feel sad xian and most of all despairing of that dreadful day... not CNY itself but THE CNY that i do not wish for it to come... if only it never comes... if only i had a chance to return to the future to prevent it... if only... sigh...
Badminton was fun... takes a while to change from tennis to badminton but it was worth it considering there was just 4 people... Rj proved to be a basket of mixed fruits... cuties abound but some of the teachers that i like best were not around... they hav left... sigh... Neo as usual made a whole lot of sense and i ponder what if i could be as mature and wise as her... was stinking up the whole bus on my way to forum... anyway i hav become nostalgic again...
Badminton was fun... takes a while to change from tennis to badminton but it was worth it considering there was just 4 people... Rj proved to be a basket of mixed fruits... cuties abound but some of the teachers that i like best were not around... they hav left... sigh... Neo as usual made a whole lot of sense and i ponder what if i could be as mature and wise as her... was stinking up the whole bus on my way to forum... anyway i hav become nostalgic again...
hello nasty computer...we hates you.. you mock our fat slow fingers and lousy tying...what has poor lard lad ever done to its?
nvm mr chaos engine we can find other female friends...
female friends..?You have no female friends, you're fat and you're ugly
not listening not listening
nvm mr chaos engine we can find other female friends...
female friends..?You have no female friends, you're fat and you're ugly
not listening not listening
another glorious day of shopping where my better senses ruled the day... hahah had to turn down so many appointments in one night... so sad if only i could accompany everybody... anyway saw a very nice shirt at tangs but it was going at 70% off from 169... by Nicole Farhi!!!! sigh... no $ must curb spending... i must buy more essential stuff... like a new pair of sneakers... driving was crazy... i felt so lost after taking too long a break... Festive depression overcoming me these days... CNY that dreaded time of the year where relatives abound and food surrounds... I had a lesson in clothes to day... i don have enough clothes some people have so much more than me... and they even spend more than me a month... n I print $? F them all those b**tards i m from the city of joy...
anyway S/S did something by swopping seats w the and this was so infuriating as he bothered me about The Pair and somemore we were like sitting so close to them... orthanc was chopping seats for barad dur but somehow... S/S managed to squiggle his way around my intricate plans to seat near me in fact beside me so fabulous... anyway shall not dwell in the past...
Divine Miss M has managed to pull it off once again... she personifies Dial M for Murder... Murder she spoke
i feel lost... dunno y.... Can't you see... the sinking tide... and so does my heart... it has been sunk for a long long time. If only when... i knew how... i wouldnt be... like this now.. and so does my mind... wish for another time... sigh... life suz alright... anyway just bear with it i guess... Lost in your eyes... sigh...
anyway S/S did something by swopping seats w the and this was so infuriating as he bothered me about The Pair and somemore we were like sitting so close to them... orthanc was chopping seats for barad dur but somehow... S/S managed to squiggle his way around my intricate plans to seat near me in fact beside me so fabulous... anyway shall not dwell in the past...
Divine Miss M has managed to pull it off once again... she personifies Dial M for Murder... Murder she spoke
i feel lost... dunno y.... Can't you see... the sinking tide... and so does my heart... it has been sunk for a long long time. If only when... i knew how... i wouldnt be... like this now.. and so does my mind... wish for another time... sigh... life suz alright... anyway just bear with it i guess... Lost in your eyes... sigh...
Tuesday, January 20, 2004
haha.. this is amusing
Congratulations! You're Haldir!
Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you?
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Congratulations! You're Haldir!
Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you?
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You are Neo, from "The Matrix." You
display a perfect fusion of heroism and
compassion.
What Matrix Persona Are You?
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haha i'm finally out of the computer stone age....
we hates nasty computers
stupid box white things
but computers are our friends
you have no friends nobody likes you
not listening not listening....
we hates nasty computers
stupid box white things
but computers are our friends
you have no friends nobody likes you
not listening not listening....
Monday, January 19, 2004
No wonder he didn't want to join us for badminton... eh what sort of excuse is going to orchard to get another library book... who's the hot date Chaos? anyway today's badminton was fun its so so long since i played too... i don't think there will be more days where we can play as pros are coming soon...
anyway i found a j2 person who spent a lot of time copyiing down notes at the medical career seminar... He now has the nickname 'The Pen' so kiasu... im aghast at this blatantly desperate attempt to get reasons for wanting to do medicine... was a good day as a whole... i felt useful... don't feel like doing or going tutorials and pbl... so xian... it is the post CA slackness... haha... life sux
anyway i found a j2 person who spent a lot of time copyiing down notes at the medical career seminar... He now has the nickname 'The Pen' so kiasu... im aghast at this blatantly desperate attempt to get reasons for wanting to do medicine... was a good day as a whole... i felt useful... don't feel like doing or going tutorials and pbl... so xian... it is the post CA slackness... haha... life sux
Sunday, January 18, 2004
testing testing...
haha
haha
Saturday, January 17, 2004
I have a blog to post my inane comments on... how intriguing
