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Thursday, February 26, 2004

today, i was talking to an old friend and the first thing that came out of her mouth was Chaos Engine is cute'. and she added... 'if he keeps his mouth shut.' Touche...

Monday, February 23, 2004

Time is cruel, memories even more so, for we remember the time, the time we had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun

Goodbye to you my trusted friend
We've known each other since we were nine or ten
Together we've climbed hills and trees
Learned of love and ABC's
Skinned our hearts and skinned our knees

We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

i'm sunk even deeper in depression,my mighty brother boromir is at it again making me feel small and insignificant again,and for someone my size that ain't no mean feat...sighs i guess life isn't fair to the horizontally over endowed...
Going home on valentines day was no joke i can tell you...
Dad:oh you're back again,why aren't you out on a date like your brother...Oh wait need i ask...
faramir: i tried my best...
Dad:and failed miserably,7 gifts did your mighty brother bring home...a mighty son i have begotten
Mum:aww don't be so hard on the boy,its not his fault that his face is an accquired taste,there'll be somebody blind or desperate enuff someday
faramir:ya,i mean ppl like snails
dad:don't flatter yourself and stop insulting the snails...Oh that it shld come to this,that i shld live to see the days when the blood of my house fails...yet when the time comes for me to take my place in the halls of my ancestors i will feel no shame for i wld have left a worthy successor
faramir:aww thanks dad(attempts to hug dad)
dad:(brushing off fary with look of disdain)i meant boromir fat boy,but speak what news do you bring from nus?
faramir:i bring news of penance,much progress was made in the corner of the library,a deeper understanding was forged between he and his ally,i sense the forging of a new alliance,he fancies himself subtle,but he was not wise for his actions were noted by many and will be forgotten by few..(nudge nudge wink wink, caught you sniper boy..)
Dad:no matter for soon your brother will attempt the mensa again,i cannot see how one such as he will fail if you can succeed....
faramir:hey flukes happen,i did get into med..
dad:ay remind me not to seek healthcare locally in the future

Och tata for now,still thinking of a way to commemorate the passing of the light of the valar..



Sunday, February 15, 2004

hey ya... i second that... but it should be a concerted thing as in we cannot afford people not coming like qy, jem etc n people leaving halfway like me, chaos... we should all go ktv for once...
*apologises to plhu for troubling her so much bout ktv on friday*
talking bout a sense of achievement... i sniped penance yesterday... wat a joke... that was like the only happy thing that happened considering the rest of the day...
mtv asia awards was so cool........................ sigh.. i hav no guts... besides i cancelled a mahjong session just to go for it... feel quite bad over this... sometimes... saying i have a heavy shcedule due to medicine gives me a convenient excuse to push away other activities...
in a short life is fun... i must cut down on my social activities... i haven't seen my grandparents in a MONTH!! that is so bad... though i do not think that i can commit to studying until the last week of feb...
anyway i hope my exams will go well... sigh... i think i lost 90% of my steam already...

Friday, February 13, 2004

i dunno what to say chaos... i don have siblings so i won't know the pains of looking after a junior... but all i can say is that for me my parents are at a better peace now so i am in a happier mood lately... sometimes my moods betray me but sometimes i manage to stay in control... everything is relative in life... y do you think some people choose to go home late everyday... do you think they even want to go home at all? anyway i have watched 3 movies in a space of 4 days... so fun to go home late the whole week... saves me endless torture... dosmestic turbulences are not fun... its just that i am uncomfortable w talking about them... so sometimes you see me lost in my world... most probably something has happened again... sigh...

Thursday, February 12, 2004

Sometimes i wonder if life would be better if i had a spine...?i'm currently sunk in depression, my younger handsomer better rugby player all round hotter with girls brother joel...or boromir as i prefer to call him has beaten me in the one thing i'm better at, studies... He's got 1570 for his sat, as i sit here typing this i bet my dad is contemplating rewriting his will...Hmm shld i give faramir my car since i'm gonna give boromir my pride and joy everything else? nah bory needs it for all those hot sajc girls he dates, that bum faramir(me), can'teven ask a girl out without her inviting the whole darn universe along....
Of course my mum being the nice lady she is will say... aww but the poor little orc trys so hard, he can't help it if he's fat and slow..?
dad:speak not to me of faramir i know of his uses and they are few...!!!
mum:but he loves u father...
dad: so wld a pet pig...
mum:tis true... oops wait i didn't mean that...
dad:ah well now that i've banished him to ithelian(thats pgp to you), i'm spared the sight of that porcine mockery of my genes...Ah did you know bory is representing his school in scrabble? plus he got an sms from this classmate referring to him as one of the only two cute guys in his class.. how charming...
mum:yes we finally got it right this time...pity he comes home every saturday...fary i mean... i can still remember your last conversation...
dad:ah yes....
flashback to saturday after ca 8...
faramir:the renals were too many and the git has overrun my brain, i tried to hold them but they were too complex... The trochlears have taken the bridge and battalions of abducents are crossing as we speak
dad:i do not think that guylevyiath shld be so cheaply forsaken...is there not a son in my house that can fufill his lords orders..?
faramir:i understand now... you would that our places had been reversed that i had stayed in sispec and bory had gone to med...
dad:(while chewing on chicken) Yessss....(takes bite out of tomato)
faramir:very well since you were robbed of a deans-lister i will dowhat i can in his stead...if i shld pass i hope you'd think better of me... father...
Dad: that depends on the manner of your return(takes sip of soup)
As you can see i'm feeling unstable again...maybe i'll go crouch over a rock and stroke my snells...my precious....sometimes i feel we have a psychic connection me and my book..
snells:nasty filthy guyton always taking your time when you shld be spending it with me..
lardum:but guytons my friend...
snells:you don't have any friends nobody likes you..
lardum:i'm not listening not listening...
snells.: you're a mugger and a pig...inferior....(to bory as you can see my split personality speaks to me in code)
lardum:i hate you.. go away...
snell:go away!?where would you be without me?you only passed ca 7 because of me...
lardum:not any more... guyton takes care of us now... we don't need you...
snell:eh spots??
lardum:oh ya.... sorry
life sucks even faramir gets second prize in the end i don't
disclaimer(my family is remakably well adjusted... my dads cool so is my mum...it just that i'm suffering the effects of too much scrumming...tata)


Sunday, February 08, 2004

sorry plhu... i copied this from ur blog...

Here's BBC's list of the 200 most popular books. Those in asterisk are those I've completed reading. Others I didn't finish; or I watched the film adaption.
1. The Lord of the Rings, JRR Tolkien*
2. Pride and Prejudice, Jane Austen*
3. His Dark Materials, Philip Pullman
4. The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, Douglas Adams
5. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, JK Rowling*
6. To Kill a Mockingbird, Harper Lee*
7. Winnie the Pooh, AA Milne*
8. Nineteen Eighty-Four, George Orwell*
9. The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe, CS Lewis*
10. Jane Eyre, Charlotte Bronte*
11. Catch-22, Joseph Heller*
12. Wuthering Heights, Emily Bronte*
13. Birdsong, Sebastian Faulks
14. Rebecca, Daphne du Maurier
15. The Catcher in the Rye, JD Salinger*
16. The Wind in the Willows, Kenneth Grahame
17. Great Expectations, Charles Dickens*
18. Little Women, Louisa May Alcott*
19. Captain Corelli's Mandolin, Louis de Bernieres*
20. War and Peace, Leo Tolstoy*
21. Gone with the Wind, Margaret Mitchell*
22. Harry Potter And The Sorcerer's Stone, JK Rowling*
23. Harry Potter And The Chamber Of Secrets, JK Rowling*
24. Harry Potter And The Prisoner Of Azkaban, JK Rowling*
25. The Hobbit, JRR Tolkien*
26. Tess Of The D'Urbervilles, Thomas Hardy*
27. Middlemarch, George Eliot*
28. A Prayer For Owen Meany, John Irving
29. The Grapes Of Wrath, John Steinbeck*
30. Alice's Adventures In Wonderland, Lewis Carroll*
31. The Story Of Tracy Beaker, Jacqueline Wilson
32. One Hundred Years Of Solitude, Gabriel Garcia Marquez*
33. The Pillars Of The Earth, Ken Follett
34. David Copperfield, Charles Dickens*
35. Charlie And The Chocolate Factory, Roald Dahl*
36. Treasure Island, Robert Louis Stevenson*
37. A Town Like Alice, Nevil Shute
38. Persuasion, Jane Austen*
39. Dune, Frank Herbert
40. Emma, Jane Austen*
41. Anne Of Green Gables, LM Montgomery*
42. Watership Down, Richard Adams*
43. The Great Gatsby, F Scott Fitzgerald*
44. The Count Of Monte Cristo, Alexandre Dumas*
45. Brideshead Revisited, Evelyn Waugh*
46. Animal Farm, George Orwell*
47. A Christmas Carol, Charles Dickens*
48. Far From The Madding Crowd, Thomas Hardy*
49. Goodnight Mister Tom, Michelle Magorian
50. The Shell Seekers, Rosamunde Pilcher
51. The Secret Garden, Frances Hodgson Burnett*
52. Of Mice And Men, John Steinbeck*
53. The Stand, Stephen King
54. Anna Karenina, Leo Tolstoy*
55. A Suitable Boy, Vikram Seth*
56. The BFG, Roald Dahl*
57. Swallows And Amazons, Arthur Ransome
58. Black Beauty, Anna Sewell*
59. Artemis Fowl, Eoin Colfer
60. Crime And Punishment, Fyodor Dostoyevsky*
61. Noughts And Crosses, Malorie Blackman
62. Memoirs Of A Geisha, Arthur Golden*
63. A Tale Of Two Cities, Charles Dickens*
64. The Thorn Birds, Colleen McCollough
65. Mort, Terry Pratchett
66. The Magic Faraway Tree, Enid Blyton*
67. The Magus, John Fowles
68. Good Omens, Terry Pratchett and Neil Gaiman
69. Guards! Guards!, Terry Pratchett
70. Lord Of The Flies, William Golding*
71. Perfume, Patrick Suskind
72. The Ragged Trousered Philanthropists, Robert Tressell
73. Night Watch, Terry Pratchett
74. Matilda, Roald Dahl*
75. Bridget Jones's Diary, Helen Fielding*
76. The Secret History, Donna Tartt*
77. The Woman In White, Wilkie Collins*
78. Ulysses, James Joyce*
79. Bleak House, Charles Dickens*
80. Double Act, Jacqueline Wilson
81. The Twits, Roald Dahl*
82. I Capture The Castle, Dodie Smith
83. Holes, Louis Sachar
84. Gormenghast, Mervyn Peake
85. The God Of Small Things, Arundhati Roy*
86. Vicky Angel, Jacqueline Wilson
87. Brave New World, Aldous Huxley*
88. Cold Comfort Farm, Stella Gibbons
89. Magician, Raymond E Feis
90. On The Road, Jack Kerouac*
91. The Godfather, Mario Puzo*
92. The Clan Of The Cave Bear, Jean M Auel
93. The Colour Of Magic, Terry Pratchett
94. The Alchemist, Paulo Coelho*
95. Katherine, Anya Seton
96. Kane And Abel, Jeffrey Archer*
97. Love In The Time Of Cholera, Gabriel Garcia Marquez*
98. Girls In Love, Jacqueline Wilson
99. The Princess Diaries, Meg Cabot
100. Midnight's Children, Salman Rushdie*
101. Three Men In A Boat, Jerome K. Jerome
102. Small Gods, Terry Pratchett
103. The Beach, Alex Garland*
104. Dracula, Bram Stoker*
105. Point Blanc, Anthony Horowitz
106. The Pickwick Papers, Charles Dickens*
107. Stormbreaker, Anthony Horowitz
108. The Wasp Factory, Iain Banks
109. The Day Of The Jackal, Frederick Forsyth*
110. The Illustrated Mum, Jacqueline Wilson
111. Jude The Obscure, Thomas Hardy*
112. The Secret Diary Of Adrian Mole Aged 13 and a half, Sue Townsend*
113. The Cruel Sea, Nicholas Monsarrat
114. Les Miserables, Victor Hugo*
115. The Mayor Of Casterbridge, Thomas Hardy*
116. The Dare Game, Jacqueline Wilson
117. Bad Girls, Jacqueline Wilson
118. The Picture Of Dorian Gray, Oscar Wilde*
119. Shogun, James Clavell*
120. The Day Of The Triffids, John Wyndham*
121. Lola Rose, Jacqueline Wilson
122. Vanity Fair, William Makepeace Thackeray*
123. The Forsyte Saga, John Galsworthy*
124. House Of Leaves, Mark Z. Danielewski
125. The Poisonwood Bible, Barbara Kingsolver
126. Reaper Man, Terry Pratchett
127. Angus, Thongs And Full-Frontal Snogging, Louise Rennison
128. The Hound Of The Baskervilles, Arthur Conan Doyle*
129. Possession, A. S. Byatt*
130. The Master And Margarita, Mikhail Bulgakov
131. The Handmaid's Tale, Margaret Atwood*
132. Danny The Champion Of The World, Roald Dahl*
133. East Of Eden, John Steinbeck*
134. George's Marvellous Medicine, Roald Dahl*
135. Wyrd Sisters, Terry Pratchett
136. The Color Purple, Alice Walker
137. Hogfather, Terry Pratchett
138. The Thirty-Nine Steps, John Buchan
139. Girls In Tears, Jacqueline Wilson
140. Sleepovers, Jacqueline Wilson
141. All Quiet On The Western Front, Erich Maria Remarque*
142. Behind The Scenes At The Museum, Kate Atkinson
143. High Fidelity, Nick Hornby*
144. It, Stephen King
145. James And The Giant Peach, Roald Dahl*
146. The Green Mile, Stephen King
147. Papillon, Henri Charriere
148. Men At Arms, Terry Pratchett
149. Master And Commander, Patrick O'Brian*
150. Skeleton Key, Anthony Horowitz
151. Soul Music, Terry Pratchett
152. Thief Of Time, Terry Pratchett
153. The Fifth Elephant, Terry Pratchett
154. Atonement, Ian McEwan*
155. Secrets, Jacqueline Wilson
156. The Silver Sword, Ian Serraillier
157. One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest, Ken Kesey
158. Heart Of Darkness, Joseph Conrad*
159. Kim, Rudyard Kipling*
160. Cross Stitch, Diana Gabaldon
161. Moby Dick, Herman Melville*
162. River God, Wilbur Smith
163. Sunset Song, Lewis Grassic Gibbon
164. The Shipping News, Annie Proulx*
165. The World According To Garp, John Irving
166. Lorna Doone, R. D. Blackmore
167. Girls Out Late, Jacqueline Wilson
168. The Far Pavilions, M. M. Kaye
169. The Witches, Roald Dahl*
170. Charlotte's Web, E. B. White*
171. Frankenstein, Mary Shelley*
172. They Used To Play On Grass, Terry Venables and Gordon Williams
173. The Old Man And The Sea, Ernest Hemingway*
174. The Name Of The Rose, Umberto Eco*
175. Sophie's World, Jostein Gaarder*
176. Dustbin Baby, Jacqueline Wilson
177. Fantastic Mr Fox, Roald Dahl*
178. Lolita, Vladimir Nabokov*
179. Jonathan Livingstone Seagull, Richard Bach
180. The Little Prince, Antoine De Saint-Exupery*
181. The Suitcase Kid, Jacqueline Wilson
182. Oliver Twist, Charles Dickens*
183. The Power Of One, Bryce Courtenay
184. Silas Marner, George Eliot*
185. American Psycho, Bret Easton Ellis*
186. The Diary Of A Nobody, George and Weedon Grossmith
187. Trainspotting, Irvine Welsh*
188. Goosebumps, R. L. Stine
189. Heidi, Johanna Spyri*
190. Sons And Lovers, D. H. Lawrence*
191. The Unbearable Lightness of Being, Milan Kundera*
192. Man And Boy, Tony Parsons*
193. The Truth, Terry Pratchett
194. The War Of The Worlds, H. G. Wells*
195. The Horse Whisperer, Nicholas Evans*
196. A Fine Balance, Rohinton Mistry*
197. Witches Abroad, Terry Pratchett
198. The Once And Future King, T. H. White*
199. The Very Hungry Caterpillar, Eric Carle
200. Flowers In The Attic, Virginia Andrews

Heard of most of them save jacqueline wilson

Thursday, February 05, 2004

to think of the horror stories that happened to me today... one i got visually assaulted by wearing a rose tinted pants to school... it didn't look rose or red but PINK... coupled w BMT specs and Black Chiong-ster shirt... argh!?!?!?!?! the next thing was for Mr. Accusation to say that somebody used what i said against me... one must realise at that time which is a few months back i wasn't emotionally in the right state of mind to shut my mouth... thirdly i got saboed by Katie... She, using Lady Lard's photocopying payment slip and my own black marker, wrote I Love P^*&% on it and pasted it back of my chair while studying and under other people's obvious eyes somemore... can't say im pissed in fact i find it quite hilarious altho a bit exasperated... now wes n gang think im some crazy fool... who loves P!@$#... anyway i say fromruinto******* u need a formal intro? Cuddlebitch Status at the moment... Lady Lard... Homework Upgrade and Anat MCQ Add on... there are officially 3 cuddlebitches in the gang of 5... Lady Lard... Carzy and Chatterbox sigh... we are scum all rite...

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

goodbroken
Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are
an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for
one reason or another - possibly, you made one
tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or
maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't
commit. In any case, you are faithless and
joyless. You find no happiness, love, or
acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most
days are a burden and you wonder when the
hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and
sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching
picture. You are the one that few understand.
Those that do know you are likely to love you
deeply and wish that they could do something to
ease your pain. You are constantly living in
memories of better times and a better world.
You are hard on yourself and self-critical or
self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved,
you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite
your tainted nature, your soul is
breathtakingly beautiful.


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A quiz taken from peilin's blog... tres chic...

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

i apologise... i put the link to scum blog on my blog and miss masque went to view my blog upon my invitation and stumbled upon the scum blog... n u can thank chaos for the term autrefois acquit... (Once acquitted) after being innocently accused... but its like politeness to inform i guess... Lardy is tres Genius... Je suis tres idiot... failing anatomy again... i dunno how am i going to progress to M2... anyway life sux... today was another depressing day even more so than anyother day due to anat and a critical period of time... sigh... how am i going to enjoy life if it tortures me in every possible way?

Sunday, February 01, 2004

of the beauty of the qing,
the scum sadly sing
oh wonder of the three
fairest of the fair in rjc
her hair was long her frame was lean
her glowing tan afar was seen
but light of the valar will fade to gray
when the day comes for her to fly away
and when she thinks of the darkness from afar
will she remember those in medfac where the orcs are?


heh scum talk get yer scum talk here
oh that i should live to see this days, the days have come down in the west behind the hills and into the shadow... speak not to me of chio for chio will soon depart this lands
up and coming the saga of the huang
nice mr tolkien dun get mad...

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